I don't know why but I want to cry. I feel very sad for unknown reasons. but on the other hand, I don't like it when I cry. I know it's okay to cry. it's one of my emotions that I have to accept. but still, I hate myself when I cry. pretending to be happy can't help either. but holding back tears is the most terrible pain. I hope you all are always happy and will never feel what I felt Remember happiness is something you can make. You can smile when you are happy but your smile can also make you happy and maybe also the people around youI don't know why but I want to cry. I feel very sad for unknown reasons. but on the other hand, I don't like it when I cry. I know it's okay to cry. it's one of my emotions that I have to accept. but still, I hate myself when I cry. pretending to be happy can't help either. but holding back tears is the most terrible pain. I hope you all are always happy and will never feel what I felt Remember happiness is something you can make. You can smile when you are happy but your smile can also make you happy and maybe also the people around you