I don't know Wt to do. When I was very young.... I was been molested by many men who stayed near my house n family members. But as a kid I had no knowledge about anything, I didn't know what was right and what was wrong. But I couldn't share anything with anyone. But as I grew up n saw the reality, I understood what was happening with me n what I was part of..... Which threw me into a well of shame. I realized I didn't a big mistakes in my life without knowing What I was doing. I avoided attending family event because I find the people who did wrong with me and was scared what they might say about me to others. And what if my parents get to know about it. It's been 11 years and I still live in that fear. I still avoid attending family events, I see those people walking carefree and I walk in shame thinking that What if someone come and ask about those things because I know they have shared with other men around them and I haven't. I don't know what to do.... This is not allowing me to progress in my future relationships. I'm scared to start a relationship.